Love. Tuesday, October 23, 2012 • 10:08 AM • 0 comments
I don't know what I feels right now. But I know its pleasant enough to keep me awake from my dream and make me smile. Him. I just think of him. Right now. In this very moment.
In these last few days, I confessed I felt a little LOST. Lost in my world. I became so cruel. I ain't care about him. And sometimes I thought of BREAK UPS and being SINGLE and. . *sighs* .
but now I know I knew what I actually feels. At least now. and I think I fall in love again. *laughs* I never thought this before but. . . this feels very true. I don't know if it is the right word to describe it but I think True is good enough. Yeah. This feelings is True.
I knew it when I look up the sky and see him. I knew it when I prayed for 'hidayah' and I saw him. I knew it when I just.. wake up from my sleep and think of him. I knew it when he appears and my heart beat faster all of sudden. I knew it when he sacrifice all and I can't help but burst in tears. I know it when I look at him - his eyes. I just know it.
and guys, for your information , 'him' is refer to Mohamad Ridzuan Mohamad Nazri by the way ;)
Today, I spent my evening with him. We laughed. We ate. We sang. We act very ridiculous. And I knew. . that I don't want to lose that. That relationship. That boyfriend-bffs kind of relationship.
Yes. I fell in love again. One more time. With the same person. and I glad its him.
Note to him ;
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