Dear You.. Thursday, November 29, 2012 • 9:01 PM • 0 comments
Can't you see how much I hurts because of your words last night? Can't you see this problem is the reason why we often fight? Can't you see ? . Yes. I am too sensitive in many things. But can't you see why?. After 1 and a half year , can't you just accept me for who I am ? Oh God , my tears keep coming out , streaming down my face just remembering how deep your words are. Darling, can you see why now , I keep pushing you away in the early stage of our relationship? I don't want you to get hurt. I don't want myself to get hurt too. My flaws are everywhere , inside and out, up and down. Oh God, why did I expect him to accept my flaws when myself didn't actually accept these too? Hm.
Sweetheart, I can't promise that I will be someone beautiful all the time. I can't promise that I will be cool and happy all the time and I can't even promise that I will trust you fully and not getting jealous with other girls. I CAN'T AND I WILL NEVER PROMISE THAT . but one thing for sure, I promise if you accept me for who I am , I will love you in the way other girls couldn't and I will give you all of my heart sincerely. Just please don't break it. It is so fragile. One wrong step you took might kill me.
I hope these 15 days, we can actually think deeply about our feelings towards each other and valued our relationship. I hope you stay coz sayang, I will choose you and I don't know what I will do if you walk away. I really didn't know.
Although I feels so much hurt now, it doesn't matter because I really care and in love with you. I just hope you see that too.
I love you. I really really really do.
but..
Sincerely,
the one you have once love.
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