Its been a while now and I miss my blog like.. so so so much. Like I carried something heavy in my heart. Something that I need to expressed.. in my diary yeah, in this blog. I didn't touch laptop for like several weeks and dang ..I was so bored. I was depressed coz I have nothing to do . I ain't really have the "mood" to read. It just ain't there.

In the past several days, I asked my parents to lend me some money to buy new gadgets - phone. Yeah . Ans they (actually, its mom) said NO . hesh hesh. I will give back every little penny lah, why youuu tak bagi? :( hm. I was so sad. So sad till it left scars in my heart. I cried silently. I actually thought of buying Galaxy Ace Plus .

I determined to go for work and earn some money . MY OWN MONEY. My dad tried to "pujuk" me and buy it. But I denied .Its like so fuckin' hard and hurt ya know ? . I think that I felt bad so much at that time because of 3 reasons.

1. Everyone in my BIG family have own a new gadget - updated and new. and I am the only who is like so COOL and doesn't own it. It was like I was left behind. Alone. Silently.

2. This is like so important year for me - having PMR. I was so like tried my hardest to do the best in the exam. and Alhamdullillah I think I did well. InsyaAllah. I was so ... study, study and study. and NOBODY appreciate that. Hm. I just need some support ya know ? :/

3. I didn't period YET. So I think it must be the menstrual thingy that kept my mood crazyyyyy.

:) yeah . It seems like I am Nuts but Its just me. What I really thought of. and on the next day jeng3 , my dad brought me a tab. a brand NEW-UPDATED-ORI tab. Although its not Samsung Galaxy Tab but I felt so much joy . I really want to have one and Finally I got it. I bet my sisters will be jealous. I just hope they didn't like tab so much . Coz they have their own laptop and its mineee! :p lulz . I am so mean and childish. Lalalala.

Thats all for now. More stories on upcoming posts. DAAAAAAA! Xx.