Scared Nurul is SCARED. Sunday, November 25, 2012 • 8:19 PM • 0 comments
*sigh* Hey. Before I tell ya anything, mind wish me luck for my interview tomorrow? Thanks :) har-har-har. I am sooooo freaking out here. I never been in this situation before. Okay, maybe I had , in testing for drama, choral and so, but this is DIFFERENT >_< I meannnn , this is TOTALLY DIFFERENT (heck, tkde beze pun kan duedue tu 0.0 ) Yeah, coz , ya know ? These interviewer are the people who are proffessionals men, and IDK how can I DEAL with 'em. Hm. Sad :< There are MILLIONS people testing it too, okay literally says :p It only thousands, but hey who cares? Hm. Did I good enough ? argh. Currently scared like Its PMR AGAIN or whut ? Hm. SCARED NURUL is SCARED :O
OEMGEE. I just want this soooooo bad ya know? I want to go away from HERE . I want to UPGRADE myself . LOL *really Nurul, is the word really upgrade?* K. WHO CARES? . What I really mean was I just want to have a new, better beginning for my upper highschool. I want to have a better me, Inshaa Allah . Better results . I want to RUN AWAY from here. I want to feel being HOSTEL-ians . I want to feel being far away from my family , bffs and you-know-who. I want a fresh beginning. Some reasons that makes me changed myself. I want to changed - for the good, of course.
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