Toodles! Saturday, January 26, 2013 • 9:03 PM • 0 comments
Take care everyone. Please miss me. Coz I knew that I will miss you all, hard. 2 days and I'm away from here.. to my new school. I am quite excited but its hard to step out of my comfortable zone, which is here, in KL . I don't know what to expect THERE. I really don't know.
Heard that, the room is quite big. Maybe for 2 or 4 people. Great. Heard too, that the school is only contain 400+ students , as its only the upper high school students only. Its the smallest SBP in Malaysia. It used mainly English in their daily life which is great. Coz I loike it. He he. It also have awesome stuffs like the big-human-like-chess and kayak.
I am actually scared of what ahead of me. Whats faith waiting for me there. Am I gonna really survive? or Die? Literally. In some other ways I really overwhelmed of this opportunity and really excited. And then, the saddest part, there are NO WAY I am near to my family, boyfriend and bffs. Its sad ya know. After all of this time they here for me. They near. And now, its a bit different, they're here with me in my heart, still supporting me, but physically its hard to see them again, to have a face to face advice ,to have pointless dramas and conversations.
I leave everything to Him. After all, He is The Best.
To my dearest Iwan,
Honestly, I have been in love before, so many times. But with you, its different. I don't want other love after this. I want this love to be forever. I want to be someone that lights up your day with smiles and laughs, like you did mine- you always did. I want to be someone you can cuddle, laugh and kiss - in a halal way. I want you to be my prince, my happily ever after. I want to be with you till the end of my breathe. I love you that much.
It will be a long distance relationship, we have been preparing for this since the beginning of last year, we never agree with this, but things happen, and the times have come, I just wanted you to know, I am here waiting for you. I promise. 9 years and then we get married , remember? :)
We might be far in distance, but not heart. You will always my prince. We might find another someone who makes your hearts smiles, we might broke down a little, we might lost contact for a long long long time and we might far awayfrom each other. But I know, and I will make sure, I will wait for you till the end of that 9 years we have been promised. Make me yours - engaged and I will wait for you just a little bit more :) Just be strong. Have Faith in Allah and our relationship. Let Him do the rest.
I knew, for all of you silent readers, we are only 16 , we just had our 2 years of relationship. But .. I'm quite sure he will be my legally boyfriend one day. He will guide me through thick and thin. He will be my armor . Please pray for our happiness? . If this relationship don't works, I may broke down, a little too hard, but He knew the best for everything right?.
A good man deserve a good woman right ? .
I might away from this blog and other social network for months. So stay tune for updates. I will make my time for it.
Toodles!
Nurulx.
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