Updates Thursday, January 24, 2013 • 10:58 AM • 0 comments
I am healthier now, Alhamdulillah . I can't run but I still can do other sports. Swimming , wall climbing , hiking and etc. Sports really put a smile on my face. That feeling you feels, when you achieve your goal... its priceless. You feel so proud of yourself. So grateful of life. Its what makes me happy. Sometimes, my head do spinning around and round and round , and my chest do hurts painfully. But I still grateful , because of these pain, I appreciate life and everyone else more. Because of these , I can see who really cares for me ;')
Iwan stay far from me now. He is at Sepang . Teknik Sepang to be exact. I am very happy from him. I do miss him a lot. I dreams of him most of nights. I charges and put my phone near me, just in case he calls.I , too, have countless thoughts of him wandering around my head. I do cry - the cry you have till you put your hands at your chest just hopping the feelings gone, but it never do. I just have to keep myself busy just to ignore this feelings. I have to be strong . Sometimes, people just do that.
I have packed all my stuffs to move in my new school. Its kinda A LOT for a girl like me. But my mom keeps remind me that I moved far, so I just have to accept the fact that they will rarely visit me, and I have to make sure that I have all of the things and be independent. AHA , independent, maybe. Yeah. I am scared but.. excitement beats that. Hihi. Hearing all of the good stuffs from seniors and ex-sesterians makes me feels that. I just hope that I can have the 2 people room. Not more than that please. I, too, hope that I have a good roommates. I just hope it will be a great school for me and I will survive. Xx
KEEP CALM AND STAY FEARLESS .
Hugs and kisses,
Nurul.
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