AMAZING Monday, March 25, 2013 • 7:25 AM • 0 comments
I just get my spirit , positive me back. Alhamdulillah. What did happen to me?.
Well, life will always have their ups and down right? And my 'down' is over, okay maybe Nearly over. I mean, these few weeks so 'phew-ing' me out. I drained my positive me like sooooooo much! I come to the point that I cried over and over and over again (too much over right? // I know) without stopping and I sleep most of times coz I was too tired living and thinking that everything kills me, literally. I meet the school counselor too, yes, I'm not afraid to confess that.
You guys knew right that I have moved to a new school? Sekolah Menengah Sains Kuala Terengganu? . I'm sooooo long the way from home? yeap. I'm homesicking like hell. I know its weird right? Plus I have problems adapting in my new school since the teachers teach the students like University - too fast and we have to do notes ourselves. I , too have problem with the over brilliant friends. Sigh.
Yes, thats my problems. My days are always full of negativity , although I didn't show it. Im not an open girl ok? Not till my problems have shooh-away like this *chuckles* .
But Alhamdulillah, I'm okay now. With the help of my family, bffs and friends, I am much much comfortable with my own skin right now. They reminds me to remain my own true color and be ME .
Yes, I might be an average girl in everything but nobody can ever be ME. I will study in my own way, having my own style and cheers my and the people around- life with my own sparks . They maybe hate me for the way I am and I may be not be THE BEST. But I can proudly say now that I am contented with my life and I know this is the best for me :>
" Just chin up and wear your crown, and don't forget to do the best and be you "
" You can do it anyway, just take your time and do countless prays and efforts "
" You think of too much negativity, STOP IT, you can do it! "
" You overthink, thats your problem "
" You are not try to survive, you are surviving , you must survive "
" If you are not supposed to be here, then, who should be? "
" Don't judge. You are born to be you and they are born to be them. Don't envy their plus just coz you didn't have it, maybe you have your plus too, you just didn't realized it "
I am Nurul Hiedayah bt Mhd Nasir and I born to be Me :)
Xoxo
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